| Ahhhhh, life is so good right now, I don't know what to do. Of course my judgement is clouded b/c I have the sweetest most wonderful guy in the world.....
Pyle says:
i just wanna go home, cuddle up to you and go to sleep
(Pyle is Jeff...you have to understand his sense of humor....I'm pretty sure Pyle is someone from Full Metal Jacket.....I've never seen it, but when we were in school the guys used to watch it like every day or something)
Why can't it be 5. I just wanna go home and take a nap with my baby. Is that so much to ask. I'm debating whether or not to go to Fairland tonite to play vb. On one hand I really should b/c I skipped out yday. I was just so pissed off about the way I played on Tuesday, and I was really sore. When I got home I went down to our little fitness center and proceeded to kill myself on the bikes and treadmill. Sorry I played so badly guys. I'll be better next week. I promise. But back to my dilemma. I could go play vb or I could spend the evening with Jeff. HMMMMMM that's a toughie. Think maybe I'll stay home with him since I'm leaving tomorrow and will be gone all weekend. Hope he doesn't get too lonely........I wanted him to come home with me, but it's Jay's last weekend here before he moves back to Delaware *sniff* and I want him to get to hang out with Jay. We're all really gonna miss him *sigh* but I hope he'll be really happy back there. Ah well, back to work. Try to make this last hour and a half go more quickly.
Oh, I came across this email that my mom sent about a month ago, and I apparently didn't read it. Maybe I'm just getting really mushy, but I thought it was really sweet.
When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being.When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you.Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity.From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him as you are meant to do. Around this one bone, I shaped you....... I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken from his head, to be above him. You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to him. You are my perfect angel.....You are my beautiful little girl. You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence, and my eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart. Your eyes, don't change them; your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer; your hands, so gentle to touch.
I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep. I've held your heart close to mine. Of all that lives and breathes, you are most like me. Adam walked with me in the cool of the day, yet he was lonely. He could not see me or touch me. He could only feel me. So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with me, I fashioned in you; my holiness, my strength, my purity, my love, my protection and support. You are special because you are an extension of me. Man represents my image, woman my emotions.Together, you represent the totality of God.
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would for your life because without them, life is meaningless. Don't shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give; the fastest way to lose it is to hold too tightly; and the best way to keep it, is to give it wings.
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